Hi Fellow LOVELY friends!
You guys are more than a friend to me you guys are like treasure to me.
Today is my or Ours first day in school.
Well....Before first day of school
1.somebody will feel excited for it
2.some will feel normal and
3.some will feel sian and
4.Some( like me )will feel weird,worried which led to sad and feeling empty
Hmmmm...
What are the possible reasons all these?1.I guess it is the friends and accompany they have around them which are very close?
or they really love stuyding so much?Or they are excited to see their very close teachers?
2.some will feel the same cause they got their friends that can talk to well?or they treat it normally because dun mind studying?
3.some will feel bored as school means studying and they wouldn't want to study?
4.Because they are worried that thre will be no friends to talk to?They are afraid of being left out?They don't want to feel lonely in school?They are afraid to face textsbooks and teachers?
But i believe above all,GOD IS STILL THERE FOR US!No matter where we are!Yesterday i feel really empty and worried.After i reached home bath and eat etc....
when it comes to 9 pm plus it started...
Because school is just feel Hours away.After i sleep....I would have to go school feeling this and that and this and that
Thinking what will happen and why am i such a boring person.
why i do not have closer friends
why do i have to think what to say when i speak to my classmates
and even friends that i know and always hang out for 3 years
i still have not much topic to talk to them about )):
i really don;t know why.Every year end i feel the same way and Yes yesterday night
i bursted out.My pillow was half wet whenever i think of that feeling tears begins to flood.
But after i cried i prayed and i slept
But i couldn't cause all the worries are still inside but when u learn to depend and GIVE ALL YOUR WORRIES TO HIM CAUSE HE CARES FOR US!
I can feel god peace in me cause after bursting out i finally slept!
when i wake up,I do not have that weird feeling inside already because GOD IS INSIDE!
I had my quiet time before i slept and had learned many stuffs..
God controls the pass present and future he plans problems for us to be able to grow up spritually.Why worry if you know our god the mighty one will be incharge of everything and he even cares for the bird so it is impossible that he will neglects you.So in everything places your worries to god and believeing you will experience him in every ways.
ok i have alot more to share but my notebook isn't with me so hahahahah next time!!((:
Today school was alright.....
Actually if you don worry nothing will happen but if you worry u will always think that way even if the fact isn't that way but i know it is hard Not to worry and to hand everything to god it is easier to say than to do but HEY Remember HE IS OUT REFUGE!Faith will save everything yeah
But i still have this problem....
I ran out of topic to talk to my friends i had to think about what to say and it will be so 'Gang Ga'
Because not very time you sat and talk about the right topic arghhh
i want to find a friend in school that i can talk ANYTHING to but how?):
WEIEN HERE ,
BYE
ANYWAY I 'M PLAYING PET SOCIETY AGAIN Hahah email is www.jennyong58@hotmail.com
posted by one of us. at 12:04 AM
